Friday, February 22, 2008.
5:00 AM
I'm feeling lost now?...

cause todays the day that i feel its the worse day of my life.
it just sucks till it hurts me...
i dont know why...
it is just misery that is setting all time high..
but i just wanna

Throw it away whatever that you are thinking
Forget yesterday and just be free
Cos' We'll make the great escape
And We wont hear a word they say
Cos' They don't know us anyway
And lets just Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just feel like shouting my lungs out.
are u like avoiding or me or something.
i don't know..its just my gut feeling that you are..


thats it.
i'm done here.
bye.
i can't stop thinking bout you.
so yah,
bye everyone
i'll be dead and you'll still not know.

written by:Mr Rill
mood while blogging:frustrated.



music. the drug everyone is addicted to. music


Friday, February 08, 2008.
4:02 PM
If you are reading this,
this song below has the meaning
of how much u now mean to me.
i hope u understand.


Chris brown-With You
I need ya boo, I gotta see ya boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonite
Said there's hearts all over the world tonite
I need ya boo {Oh}, I gotta see ya boo {Yeah}
And there's hearts all over the world tonite
Said there's hearts all over the world tonite



Hey lil mama... Ooo your a stunner
Hot lil figure, Yes you a winner
And, I'm so glad to be yours...
Your a class all your own and...
Ooo you a cutie, When you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
Your my sweetheart, and I'm so glad that your mine
You are one of a kind and
You mean to me, What I mean to you
And together baby, there is nothin' we wont do



Cuz if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl your my all.....
And oh

I'm into you, and girl no.. one else but you and
With every kiss and every hug, you make me fall in love
And now I, know I cant be the only one
I bet its hearts all over the world tonite
With the love of there life would feel
What I feel when im

with you, with you, with you, with you, with you
Girl... with you, with you,
with you, with you, with you



Oh Girl
I don't want nobody else
Without you there's no one left and
Be like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I can not wait now


Hey lil shorty, say you care for me
You know, I care for you
You know, that I'll be true
You know, that I wont lie
You know, that I would try
To be your everything, yeah




Cuz if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl your my all.....{Yeah}
And oooohhhh

I'm into you, and girl noo.. one else but you and
With every kiss and every hug, you make me fall in love
And now I know I cant be the only one
I bet its hearts all over the world tonite
With the love of there life would feel
What I feel when I'm
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
Ooh.. with you, with you, with you, with you, with you {Yeah}



And I, will never try to deny
That you were my whole life
Cuz if you, Ever let me go
I would die, So I wont front
I dont need another woman
I just need your all or nothing,
Cuz if I got that, Then i'll be straight
Baby your the best part of my dreams



I need ya boo, I gotta see ya boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonite
Said there's hearts all over the world tonite {oooh, yeah}
They need their boo {They need it}, They gotta see their boo {Yeah}
And there's hearts all over the world tonite
Hearts all over the world tonite



Ohh..
I'm into you, and girl noo.. one else but you and
With every kiss and every hug, you make me fall in love
And now I, kno I cant be the only one
I bet its hearts all over the world tonite
With the love of there life would feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you


Girl... with you, with you, with you, with you, with you
Ohh.. with you, with you, with you, with you, with you {with you}
Only with you... with you, with you, with you, with you, with you








music. the drug everyone is addicted to. music


Thursday, February 07, 2008.
6:34 PM
hmm...
i don't know where to start..
its just that alot has been going in my life..
from..school...my volunteer thingy..and finally my private life..
but what hit me the most this time was my private life.
this girl i know.
she is very sweet.
very caring.
and she is a very understanding girl.
even though i've like known her like less than a month.
i feel.........
i know inside me says that i do like her..
but i just feel its wring to tell her..
cos she is in her prime where..she has alot in her life and she has goals to achieve..
what i mean is that she just have alot of things to do and she has her prioraties
im just falling for her more and more,
and i just can't stop thinking bout her.

to her:
hey baby,
i'm falling for you.
and if you have other things in your life,
i'll wait for you.
i'll do anything to make you happy
i'm just so confused..
so i think maybe i'll need to talk it out.

rill,

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His name is Muhammad Shahrill
Im 18 going 19,
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