Tuesday, March 20, 2007.
10:02 PM
haiz..i figure out no use tinkin bout the past..if god wants us to be togeda..
then by now we shud have been togeda but instead..
nvm..
rite now i am jus trying to adapt my new life..
in ITE simei..
jus now went there to pay the fees..
the place is super duper big..
my mind has already set in ITE
i don mind being in there cause its really up to the individual to choose
like i said to my parents..
ten years from now im goin to have my own company..
yes..thts my dream now..
yesterday work was really boring
but during the last 1 hour plus..i went inside FOUNTAIN
woohhoo!!!
3rd april(my BDAE) will the first day of trainin..
finally man...
its a big task but i knw i can handle it..
yesterday help dennis in fountain
made:
-fondue
-SCC sundae
-milkshake
-milkshake float
and choc float
PPL...
if u tink scooping ice cream is easy..
tink again..
its really really hard cause the damn ice cream is SUPER hard..
yesterday i was also stress cause
my supervisor(yan) kept checkin on me..
i forgot every recipe i studied..hahaha
lucky got dennis to help me out..
ended at 9 yesterday..
went home,
text msg sumone till late nite..
got to knw tht she damn clever..
take 3rd lang some more..
if tht person is readin this..
i jus wanna tell u sumtink..
u are a really bubbly gerl..
hahaha..but u are very down to earth..
thts all guys..till nex time..
SHAHRILL
music. the drug everyone is addicted to.
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Friday, March 16, 2007.
9:00 PM
i'm just here,
thinking bout u,
can't get u out of my head,
and i jus don't knw y,
y do i have feelings for u which are..
much stronger than other girls,
right now,
feeling so useless without u,
feeling alone,
feeling frustrated with myself after what i had done,
feeling like "urgh!!!why did i do it!?"
but all of tht is useless right now,
nothing can change the past,
all i can do rite now is to just wait for u,
i dont knw whether have forgiven me,
but what i think i knw is,
tht u already have sumone else in mind,
and i hope is tht u be happy wif him,
i'm not angry with u,
but instead i'm more angry with myself,
so,
i just wanna say again,
i'm sorry(on my knees),
and tht i'm still in love wif u thts all,
i really do
SHAHRILL
music. the drug everyone is addicted to.
music
Tuesday, March 13, 2007.
10:45 PM
My advice to guys out there who are having a relationship wif someone u patch up wif..
DO NOT TRUST THEM AT ALL!!!
For all u knw..they might do the things they did to u before..
especially the bad ones..
f**k to all the girls who have broken the hearts of guys
who really cared,appreciate,love and did everything possible for u
(to girls who are reading this especially to my frens..no offense ok
To:the girl i thought u have change
u made tink tht u have really change,
all those words tht came out of your mouth were all bullshit..
i was a fool to belive in wat u said,
i never thought u would do this again
why cant u jus tell me tht u were in love wif sumone else.
as easy as tht,
i would jus leave u alone..i don understand u have hurt me again and again
wat did i do to make u treat me this way..
seriously,i'm jus pissed off wif ur attitude..
u tink im a toy tht u cn jus pick and throw away anytime u want
f**k i tell u
to my frens out there if todae i act like a fucker
its because of a girl who played wif my heart
and i hate it..
PS:to guys out there,its hard to find a girl who will really luv u
music. the drug everyone is addicted to.
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Thursday, March 01, 2007.
11:29 PM
My plans!!!
lets talk bout wat happen yesterday a lil bit..
met her very late cause she was held up at skool..
i was a little piss off but i didnt mind..cause it was nt her fault
how she look?
she look abit fat hahaha...seriously
maybe cause it was a really long time since i saw her outside..
reach vivo around 7+...bought the tix for 920pm show..
so had some time to eat..
ate at FIg and olive..hahaha
met up wif mkck pendek..was cheeky enough for discount..ahaha
after that watch the movie and went bck straight home...
ghost rider rating from 1-10(10 meanin very good,1 meanin very boring)
i give a 6 cause apart from the action,which was great with all the fire and all tht..
the script made it look boring...
next 2 week plans:
7 march=> testimonial match and BB outing..
16march=>gig at hua yi sec
the rest of the weeks..i seriously dont knw wat to do..
i wanna go do some shopping again but my budget has run out..so next mnth..
i gonna buy some more things..
bought a FOX sweater and a pair of NIKE sneakers..
hmm..i tink dats all for now..
goin to work later..meeting ann2 again..woohoo..cn "bully" her hahha..
i tink gonna be runner again..haiz..dead bored..
but today gonna expect some crowd..so its not gonna be so bored..
bye everybody..
and to her..i had fun last nite..i hope u had too..let go out some time again k..
SHAHRILL
music. the drug everyone is addicted to.
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