right now,
feeling so useless without u,
feeling alone,
feeling frustrated with myself after what i had done,
feeling like "urgh!!!why did i do it!?"

but all of tht is useless right now,
nothing can change the past,
all i can do rite now is to just wait for u,
i dont knw whether have forgiven me,
but what i think i knw is,
tht u already have sumone else in mind,
and i hope is tht u be happy wif him,
i'm not angry with u,
but instead i'm more angry with myself,

so,
i just wanna say again,
i'm sorry(on my knees),
and tht i'm still in love wif u thts all,
i really do

SHAHRILL