this is me:
wanting to moveon but there sumting hampering me,
but at the same time i feel my heart has change,
so i dont knw which want to follow,
my instinct?
or my heart?
i knw her heart is still wif dat guy,
so i'll just keep quiet and wait,
maybe its jus not the rite time,
she is a great gal to be wif,
so really hope to be wif her,
even though i sumtimes do tink of my ex,
but tt will heal in time cause i've been through it already,
so enough of this "emo stuff",
TIME FOR SUM FUN..HAHAHAAH
going for an outing(having supper) later at around 11pm wif the staff of swensen..woohoo!!
yesterday was so fuck up wif that badak,dala aku nga sakit,
de lagi nk carik hal..kurangs btol..haiz..
maybe thats part of the working life..
well my mum is sick,so gtg guys

signing off
Shahrill aka SHOM JR.